Posted: 10.09.15 03:49. Post subject: 30 Day Sending Love Challenge.

Hi all together.

you know like in every part of life people lack motivation.
and iam a good example for that.

thats why i want to start a 30 day challenge of sending love for myself.
starting tomorrow, i want to send love for 30 days straight, for at least 10 minutes a day.

i will post daily about:
-how I was sending love
-how it felt like
-what i want to achieve with it
-what changes I can see or feel


so wish me good luck, and see you tomorrow.

much love, daidi

 Posted: 10.09.15 09:09. Post subject: Yes, Daidi, have fun..

Yes, Daidi, have fun with it!

 Posted: 11.09.15 11:25. Post subject: Day1#

Soooo,

yesterday night i finished my first sending love session.

it went oookay, i had a hard time concentrating, cause i have a cold and have to cough every 3 minutes.
But in one of those coughing downtimes i could really focus well and could feel myself vibrating in love. for me that always feels like, i can feel my body from the outside. like Iam the air around my body :)

in this session I send love to my broke toe, to heal faster :) (i had an accident at the beach last week), i also sent love to this day to make it very productive and i send love to a business idea that i have and want to start in some weeks and the rest of the time I just filled myself with love all the way.

today I dont feel anything special, but I think that will change in the following days :)

that's it for now.

much love, daidi

 Posted: 11.09.15 13:52. Post subject: nice to read, thanks..

nice to read, thanks!

 Posted: 12.09.15 12:18. Post subject: Day 2#

yesterday night i finished my second Sending Love Session.
Before i started the actual sending, i meditated for about 5-10 minutes.
There i just focus on my breathing, accept every thought that comes up and then bring my attention back to my breath.
I do that to clear my mind and have a sharper focus.

After that I started sending love, I still had problems focusing, cause of my cold, I have to cough a lot. Thas is really annoying
I still continued, I couldn feel that much in this session, but I still finished it.
I send Love to the same things like yesterday, but focused to just fill myself more with love.

I still feel the same today, no real changes in my feelings, the behavior of people towards me or anything else.
but i will still keep going :)

much love, daidi

 Posted: 14.09.15 17:17. Post subject: 30 Day Challenge Restart

so, the last 3 day. I always put my sending love sessions to the end of the day and it made it very difficult to send love, when you come home after a long day and are tired.

so i restart my challenge, and today is my new first day of the challenge.

From now on I will send love, just after waking up or at the afternoon.

I just finished my first session. Before starting the actual sending love, I meditated for 20 minutes (just focusing on my breath), this meditation itself was very intense. for some minutes it felt like I was breathing with my soul, very nice feeling.
after those 20 minutes (I put an alarm clock), I started my sending love session.
the good thing was, I could instantly focus, cause of my meditation beforehand.

I changed the way I send love, like you can read above, I always send love to myself and goals that I want to achieve.
after a talk i had with a friend on the weekend, he advised me to focus filling myself with love and the rest will come on his own.
thats what I try out now.

so I mostly send love to myself, and filled myself with as much unconditional love as i could.
then I remembered Klaus Vortex technique form his second book and gave it a try. as soon as I started sending love to that vortex. it was like BOOM. it felt like insane amounts of love were coming back to me, I could really feel the pressure on my chest, but it did not feel bad, just pressure of insane amounts of love pouring onto me. it was very nice.

I will keep on sending love in that way.
so see you guys tomorrow.

much love, daidi :)

 Posted: 14.09.15 17:37. Post subject: oh, you changed the ..

oh, you changed the way you're doing it? Interesting. Your old way was looking too much like all work and no play. I wrote a topic about it.

 Posted: 16.09.15 23:42. Post subject: day 2# + day3#

so i just finished my third session.

after talking with kostya about the way of sending love. more like imagining filling myself with love, instead of really sending it to.
i tryed it this way and it feels different, not they way iam familiar with it. I dont know if its better or worse or if I just have to stick with it longer and try out more with it.

I still dont feel any different in my normal life.
although I feel my productivity increased by a certain degree. I worked a lot on my business idea the last two days, which feels great.

I will keep sending and see what happens.

see you guys tomorrow

much love, daidi

 Posted: 17.09.15 16:54. Post subject: it's interesting..

it's interesting to read about your thoughts on this.
Inspired me to write about my thoughts on intent in a new topic.

 Posted: 23.09.15 14:51. Post subject: Hi, Daidi! Is it com..

Hi, Daidi! Is it coming hard?